wah lau, eh

house hunting. never a fun time if you ask me.

for some weird reason, I'm feeling quite stressed out. so. hmm. don't know, lah. 

Stephen K Amos

last night was a good night, fillwed with hard laughter and… just… laughter.

I guess it was the best $27 I've spent in my entire life this year, as Stephen K Amos did not disappoint. time to go watch other comedians!

update as of 28th April 2006 at or about 8.20pm

I'll be going to watch Danny Bhoy on the 7th of May at 7pm! YAY! I'm hooked onto such comedy shit now. damn! wondering if I should splurge more cash on watching others like, Wil Anderson, Arj Barker, Demetri Martin, Adam Richard. maybe Chopper Reed instead! 

goofs of all goofs

in war, confusion does happen. the lack of proper intelligence leads to the wrong decisions being made. the lack of proper coordination leads to the wrong decisions being made.

however, I think this one just went a bit too far.

friendly fire, or the more politically correct term of collateral damage, can be reasoned out.

but confusion over which casket to ship home? I'm sorry but, bad enough that the soldier is dead. to blunder up even more by sending the wrong casket home to the family? geezers.

click here to find out more on what I'm talking about. 

breast augmentation and the works

it's a commonly known truth that looks really do matter. the truth of the matter is, if you look shabby, you probably wouldn't get much attention. that being said, I'm not saying that I'm superficial, but I'm recognising the fact that looks actually do matter, regardless of what people tell you.

loneliness and the such

Loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the most terrible poverty
Mother Theresa

somehow, I can relate to that quote right now. 

loneliness and the such… part 2

you know what. I miss you a lot. if only you were still around, I'd call and bitch to you. okay maybe not now, but tomorrow morning definitely.

shit man. Renee Yang. I never knew you meant so much to me. bloody hell.

really sad, siah

man. I feel like I don't have a life. especially apparent when you're up doing nothing but watching Big Brother.

…

I should get a life. or a girlfriend to talk to. or both. 

speed cameras and the sort

Victorian drivers, you may be interested to know that the police has gone public about speed camera locations, both fixed and mobile.it can be found here.

which leads me to a few points

1. is that list a complete list?
2. I'm pretty damn sure that there are SOME that isn't listed
3. a look at the mobile list and you'd see that almost every road I travelled on is a potential speeding zone
4. will this culminate in an increase in rates and fines, seeing how the locations are revealed?
5. will the Victorian police increase the tolerance levels to 10% instead of 3%

oh well. drive safely, anyways.

fields of gold

I will not be using the “more” feature for this post, for reasons that will be made obvious as you follow through with the post.
I’ve always said that this song reminds me of my godmother. somehow or other, every time this song plays in the playlist of mine, I will always put it on repeat for a while. listening to it calms me down, but also brings me to tears at times.

I guess I still miss my godmother a lot. I was watching Huff the other day, and a particular scene just reminded me of my godmother. and I just cried.

I haven’t cried over my godmother in about six months, and I guess I did so a few days ago because I just. felt. a little bit low and empty.

I’m not saying that if my godmother was still around, I wouldn’t feel that low and empty. but somehow, knowing that she was around did make me at ease at times.

kaima. I still miss you loads. I know you’re gone to somewhere nicer and better now, but I still miss you. maybe I haven’t accepted the fact that you’re gone yet. maybe I’m still depressed over it, just that it has been repressed. but ultimately, I will never forget you, your anecdotes on life, and you being there for me when we needed you. I know that there may have been politics involved with my family and yours, but that doesn’t negate the fact that the bond I forged with you was a real and strong one, and I hope that bond will transcend time and age.

Sting’s Fields of Gold

you’ll remember me when the west wind moves
upon the fields of barley
you’ll forget the sun in his jealous sky
as we walk in fields of gold

so she took her love for to gaze awhile
upon the fields of barley
in his arms she fell as her hair came down
among the fields of gold

will you stay with me
will you be my love
among the fields of barley?
we’ll forget the sun in his jealous sky
as we lie in fields of gold

see the west wind move like a lover so
upon the fields of barley
feel her body rise when you kiss her mouth
among the fields of gold

I never made promises lightly
and there have been some that I’ve broken
but I swear in the days still left
we’ll walk in fields of gold
we’ll walk in fields of gold

many years have passed since those summer days
among the fields of barley
see the children run as the sun goes down
among the fields of gold

you’ll remember me when the west wind moves
upon the fields of barley
you can tell the sun in his jealous sky
when we walked in fields of gold
when we walked in fields of gold
when we walked in fields of gold

paintball aftermath

in case any of you didn't quite realise, it was paintball today. the trip to Echuca was… uneventful for me, seeing how I forced myself to catch some winks. I could only key in about 3 hours of sleep the night before, with me watching Hotel Babylon and House before the sleep.

ps. for the regular blog readers, I'm going to be bitching terribly about certain individuals (actually only one clown, lah) and their shenanigans.